Drops of Jupiter

Jiwangz.

Actually it means romantic, but wth la. I'll treat it as emo, since it's what most people have come to know about the term I guess.

Hmm, what are friends for?

They hurt you, they mess up your life, they screw up your relationships, they don't back you up, they never consolidate you, they never comfort you, they never help you, they never pick you up when you're down, and God damn hell they don't even friggin care about your life.

Pfft, some friends I've got.

Maybe it doesn't imply to you, but that's how obscure the people in my petty little life are.

And when I mean EVERYONE, I really mean EVERYONE.

Yes, take note. E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E.

Pfft. No wonder I don't have best friends.

What actually are best friends?

People who come close to you just to fuck up your life even more?

Never would I believe anything like that anymore. Life is too stupid to begin with.

Bitches, assholes, bastards, assenines, hypocrites. Fuuh, how complete my life wouldn't my life be without them?

My sheer existence doesn't bring any difference to the people that I know, why bother about those that I don't know.

The surreptitious presence and the silent and nimble movement of my shadows are never noticed, bet they never will be.

Tsk tsk, what can I believe in now?

"Friends". Yeah rite.

I'd die faster relying on them.

Pfft, that's how apathetic life has been for the past 17years.

Ugghh, I'm utterly disappointed and it's utmost saddening to just look at myself in the mirror.

I think I deserve more than this fucked up shit right now.

I'm a changed person, undoubtedly.

But I've changed for you have changed me. Pfft.

I'm like a mere puppet at your disposal all this while, nothing more, and nothing less, or at least I think nothing less.

Is it so fun to be doing this to me? Gawd, I hope you enjoyed every second of it, coz I'm gone now. Yes, G-O-N-E.

Pfft, fucked up life.


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