Ken

Alanis Morissette's song 'Ironic' is very, well ironic. Hehe.

Some quotes :


"An old man turned 98, he won the lottery, and died the next day".

"It's like rain on your wedding day, it's a free ride when you've already paid, it's the good advice that you just didn't take".

"Traffic jam when you're already late, a no smoking sign on your cigarette break".

"It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife, it's like meeting the man of your dreams and then meeting his beautiful wife".

"Isn't it ironic, don't you think?"

Ken

Was reading blogs when I came across this, and I found it oh so true :


"No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance.

No one stays in love by chance, it is by work.

No one falls out of love by chance, it is by choice".

Drops of Jupiter

As I lie here right next to you, I try to adhere myself towards the person that I long for despite the surreptitious and abrupt movements when you breathe. I here it in me, I hear it in you, my heart beats robustly but I feel feeble at the same time. I cannot contemplate this feeling any longer, for you have taken my breath away.

It's funny how therapeutic this seems when I lay my head on your chest, hearing the pounding beats of your heart, it just makes me feel nonchalant. But when you start to stroke my hair gingerly, then you put on that smile that seems oh so familiar, I cannot help myself to give in to that impetuous glance of your amiable eyes.

The world around us seemed apathetic, but I guess that's how it has always been when we would just stare at each other under the gloomy night sky next to the hillside and appease ourselves with simple smiles of captivated feelings. It would then seem funny as I look back to see how indolent we were towards the obscure world around us back then. But now, all there's left is a memory which now seems all so erroneous and deceitful.

However, the concealed part of my soul, the exhilarated part of my heart, the captivated part of my mind, just wants every night to be exactly the way those nights were. I still could not forget how imperative your presence was when you set foot onto my heart, how your eminent and profound actions transfixed themselves into my soul. You have become a part of me, and thou has brought me to celestial feats.

Despite the fact that you had to leave, you have left me in a rather startled state where I cannot comprehend on why must you go away. The zest that I long for, the desire of relishing myself back into your arms seems all but an absurd desire that would never be fulfilled. The fundamentals of holding this feeling inside of me had just been imprudently destroyed and thus, I have nothing left other than the memory of what could have been...

Love.

Drops of Jupiter

3 days to go till I would most definitely panic. Pfft. I need professional guidance and advice, seriously.

Darling, I miss you. <3

Okays, I must not slack anymore. Tomorrow, I'm a changed person. Pfft. Or so I think I would be. =/



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Drops of Jupiter

5 things I would like my girlfriend to do for me :

1. Stop biting/chewing/eating ice ( Baybe, seriously, it's not good )
2. Watch me play futsal/football one day so that she would realize it's not dangerous !
3. Stone with me till the rest of eternity
4. Spend the night watching movies till dawn where we'd cuddle and eventually sleep at the same time (again)
5. ( I'll leave this blank...for now. Coz' 4 just seems like a bad number, no? )


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Drops of Jupiter

I skipped school today, don't know when I'll ever go back.

Even so, I slept at 4am, woke up at 7am. And then slept till now.

Gawd, life couldn't be any more fucked up, oh wait, it could.

The people haven't started to contact me yet. Pfft.

Someone please save me. Ugghh.


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Drops of Jupiter

Jiwangz.

Actually it means romantic, but wth la. I'll treat it as emo, since it's what most people have come to know about the term I guess.

Hmm, what are friends for?

They hurt you, they mess up your life, they screw up your relationships, they don't back you up, they never consolidate you, they never comfort you, they never help you, they never pick you up when you're down, and God damn hell they don't even friggin care about your life.

Pfft, some friends I've got.

Maybe it doesn't imply to you, but that's how obscure the people in my petty little life are.

And when I mean EVERYONE, I really mean EVERYONE.

Yes, take note. E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E.

Pfft. No wonder I don't have best friends.

What actually are best friends?

People who come close to you just to fuck up your life even more?

Never would I believe anything like that anymore. Life is too stupid to begin with.

Bitches, assholes, bastards, assenines, hypocrites. Fuuh, how complete my life wouldn't my life be without them?

My sheer existence doesn't bring any difference to the people that I know, why bother about those that I don't know.

The surreptitious presence and the silent and nimble movement of my shadows are never noticed, bet they never will be.

Tsk tsk, what can I believe in now?

"Friends". Yeah rite.

I'd die faster relying on them.

Pfft, that's how apathetic life has been for the past 17years.

Ugghh, I'm utterly disappointed and it's utmost saddening to just look at myself in the mirror.

I think I deserve more than this fucked up shit right now.

I'm a changed person, undoubtedly.

But I've changed for you have changed me. Pfft.

I'm like a mere puppet at your disposal all this while, nothing more, and nothing less, or at least I think nothing less.

Is it so fun to be doing this to me? Gawd, I hope you enjoyed every second of it, coz I'm gone now. Yes, G-O-N-E.

Pfft, fucked up life.


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Drops of Jupiter

Sometimes, the best way to know something is to not know it at all.

Pfft, I've been thinking too much again.

Wonder what's on people's mind sometimes. When you're committed to something, you try your best into making sure that it works out fine.

If so, why do people tend to neglect that part of the commitment?

Sighs, if I'm so happy, why do I feel some part of sadness somewhere?

Pfft, yet again, I'm thinking too much...

Or am I not?


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Drops of Jupiter

Alrites, as mentioned in the previous post, 40 Kinds of Sadness is over.

So I present to you...

Jeng jeng jeng jeng.

Drops of Jupiter.

Inspired of course by Train's song. >=D

Will be officially posting soon.

Toodles. <3


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40 Kinds of Sadness

It's time to change.

Yes, yes.

40 Kinds of Sadness is long gone.

Shall start a new chapter to this.

Coming soon.

Stay tuned. =)


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